Confused

I don't want to live
I don't want to die
I don't want to laugh
I don't want to cry

I'm so damn confused
It will drive me mad
I am not coping
being forever sad

If home is where your happy
I do not have a home
I shall run away forever
to die someone alone

I'm lost in this world
but no one can see
Oh how I wish for someone
to come and find me

I want to have a home
But impossible it seems
I may still be living in real life
But I'm dying in my dreams