4 years

Taking a walk back in time
Taking the time to hit rewind

It seems like forever since I've seen your face
I still can't believe you have already left this place

I sometimes laugh to myself thinking of the past
Remembering the good times and asking why you left so fast

I watch these days go by without you by my side
Trying to regain strength after everything has died

I sometimes hear people talk and it sounds like you
The things people do are what we use to do

It makes me smile, to think someone is having what i had
Living with memories ain't half that bad

I know it can never compare to yourself, I know
But it's the only thing i have when i have to let go

I know you're always here, i know it for a fact
But I'm letting go to face that you're never coming back

So I'll throw away the bottled up tears
The ones I've kept after all of these years

It's time to start this on my own
You're in my heart and I'm alone

The fall wind today blew while i came to your grave
I gave you my cross that i promised i would save

Walking away, it hurt but i held back my tears
Trying to still hold on after these 4 long years...