How do I let you know how much you mean to me?
How do I understand that you have to leave?
How do I fix this pain inside my heart?
How do I tell myself that I will be okay,
When all I feel is doubt?
How will I know that there will be brighter days,
Even though the sun is shinning?
How do I smile when all I want to do is cry?
How do I reach out when there is no one to touch?
How do I understand that God has my back,
When I feel so all alone?
How do I understand that I am blessed,
When I feel forsaken?
How can I feel like I can love again
When I feel like I am giving my love in vain?
How can I realize that my body will feel,
Pleasure again when it feels so numb?
How can I trust my own instincts,
When I can’t even trust myself?
How can I believe when it feels,
I have no faith?
