Hearts followed and hearts broke

Just to know
how many people are behind me
and to know
how many people against it

i know i should go with my heart
even though i don't want to
keeps leading me back
keeping me with you

when other people are in the picture
we are so close to leaving
so close to cheating
i don't, with how bad i want to

i keep somewhat true to you
with how many temptations around me
even though i know i can get someone else
i don't cause I'm not the type to hurt

i probably hurt you today
with the things i said
i don't know what to think
when I'm pulled in so many directions

i know whats right
and i know whats wrong
i cant do wrong
cause Ive always done right

I'm just trying
to tell myself its not true
that i don't want you
i can do so much better

but I'm not going to find anyone
who treats me better than you do
even when i blow you off
your right there next to me

I'm not going to leave
for a guy who just plays
I'll lay off for a while
and let you come to me

its just time, that i have to wait
till your here with me
my speed i left for you
even if you end up leaving me
i dont deserve what you have
i'm not worth it