Wish i could tell you

Who wouldve thought
This would be the hardest thing
To say or do

Im not ready to tell you
How I really feel
After all these empty months

I thought I was over you
You thought so too
But we were both mistaken

I wish I could tell you
How much I love you
How much I miss you

I drop hints here and there
You catch some
I quickly recover so you wont find out

I truly want you to be happy
But not with her
Shes not right for you

Here I am
Standing right in front of you
But you dont even notice

Your too busy thinking
How we are just friends
Not noticing how I want more

I still think how we used to be
If we werent split apart
That we would still be together

How I wish I could tell you
Everything I feel
And let everything flow out

But then I realize
How uncomfortable you would be
And I restrain myself

I will eventually tell you
Everything I feel and want
But until that time comes
I will sit in shadow
And watch as you become more unreachable.