For now

I tried not to watch the tears fall
as i had to say goodbye
because as much as its hurting you
its killing me inside

i cant hold on without you
but I'll die if i let go
and I'm screaming so loud that I'm not heard
and i thought that you should know

I'm trying, to live up to my name
and I'm lying its all part of the game
your near me and every things OK
can you hear me, I'm floating away

why cant i feel you
breathing so near me
when before you were
never gone?

and why is it that i
can't seem to find you
behind any of the doors?

nothing to say now
Im washed away now

just forget that i ever was here
and if you remember
how much i loved you
dont forget to lose a tear.