Broken Hearted Loser

I'm not a hopeless romantic,
Or a clueless drug abuser,
I am nothing more and nothing less,
Than A broken hearted loser.

I could not see it coming,
I was completely blind,
I was incredibly stupid,
And completely out of my mind.

I ignored the pain you caused me,
I thought it wasn't real,
Now that I'm away from you,
I can barely feel.

I'm a broken hearted loser,
And the pain is hard to bare,
It hurts me even more,
To know that you don't care.

I guess you never did,
And I know you never tried,
You told me that you loved me,
But, now I guess you lied.

I was so naive it was shocking,
How could I be so lost?
It's things like this that kill people,
And when I'm dead, you'll see what it costs.

I crumbled inside when you left me,
But, you laughed with your new fakes,
The friends you think care about you,
It's like driving without any brakes.

But, I won't be as clueless as you,
You hit the bottom before you fell,
And since you disappeared from my side,
My reality is now a living hell.

I know you don't care, but it's nice to pretend,
Pretend that I'm truly OK,
But, I will NEVER be alright,
Not tomorrow and not today.

Please stop breathing,
It's killing me so slow,
Please just don't ignore me,
I'll be gone and you'll never know.

That I was your One true love,
The one for you and I will always be,
I'm a broken hearted loser,
What's happening to me??