Trying

I'm so sick of trying
So I'm just gonna lay here dying
Cuz I know I'll never
Get you to love me
The way that I love you
Cuz now I know
We were never meant to be
Cuz your with someone
That should be me
I keep on denying
That you feel in love
I wish that I could be her
The only one you dream of
So I'm giving up trying
To make you mine
Ive been spendin my life
Looking for something
That was never really there
I was lyin to myself
Thinking that you would ever care
Ive been writing these things down
Just to get you off my mind
But it just isn't working
So I have to keep on trying
Ive got to make you mine!!!

My first attempt at song writing!!!
so plz comment to tell me what u think of it!!!!