Never good enough

You told me lies
and broke my heart
no intension's to love me
shattered my heart right from the start

you don't know what you've done
how your words cut me like a knife
pain filled my body
self mutilation nearly ends my life

though you've hurt me
you're the one i still love
id die to be with you
if push came to shove

you've broken my heart
torn it in half
do you enjoy hurting people
does it make you laugh

my life is hanging
on a very thing thread
wishing for you to love me
id still be waiting when I'm dead

you're name engraved upon my wrist
forever is where it will be
ever day to remind me of you
and for everyone to see

You ask me
Why do you self mutilate
i guess its to release
all my inside hidden hate

leave me alone now
you're lies are too much
I'll always love you
but to you I'll never be good enough