Suicide note

I had enough i could not take this anymore.
i had to go everything was getting worse.

the cuts on my wrists were getting deeper and my life was so shit, i cut myself everyday.

i was lying to everyone. right to their face pretending to be happy and acting like nothing was wrong.

but to my true friends you know how you are.
you never bought my fake smiles and you all saw the cuts.

but lately i told you all i had stopped
jess your my best friend

but this is partly your fault you told my dad even though you knew he was the problem.

well dad this is your fault don't even act sad i know this is what you wanted.

mum, Andy, Jeff& family.
sorry about this i could no longer take it anymore. please don't blame yourself it is not your fault.

well this is it my suicide I'm about to commit