You'll Never Know

You never know whats going on in their head,
until they tell you.
Believe me when I say,
I know it's hard to tell the truth.

Some people keep secrets from cutting,
because the person they love makes fun of emotional people.
others lie about liking someone,
so their friends don't have to know.

Some loved ones actually find out,
about the tears and the slits.
some friends care about you,
and others ignore this sh*t.

But in my case he will never know,
about the scars,slits,and tears.
and my friends will never know,
how much I love him and hate these fears.

I have cut but I don't anymore,
I've watched them bleed with tears falling.
If they knew I actually loved him I'd be called a hore,
and my fears will never be known until my heart breaks.

© Corinne