Lost friendship..

I don't want this to sound like a love song
but i have your picture on my wall
In it the friendship we held so long
does it exist anymore
or has it been so long a fall.

I admired you and you listened to my story
Don't know what happened to us anymore
What was so much, is now only a passing smile.

Is this the last day of our acquaintance
Ask me now and i wont know
what happened makes no sense
Breath in , breath in
does it really show
cant abide these man made rules
if life doesn't play along.

Am i acting like a fool?
Are we just the same?

I let you down you let me down
Just too stubborn to say
I smile at you resist the frown
Memories bliss, and i just prey to relive the day.

(This is very bitty, lots of early morning txts pieced together - read my profile and u'll get what i mean!)