I walk by a mirror
I do a double take
I see an image of myself
I realize I'm a mistake
I should never have been born
Wish I had a distortion
Mom shouldn't have had me
She should have had an abortion
Cause I can never do right
It's always something wrong
I tend to say I'm sorry
But the list is so damn long
And you probably don't believe me
Look through your eyes and see me
I wish that we could be
But don't try and decieve me
I was just looking out
For your own sake
Made a mistake
So the punishment, I'll take
It's heavy
I'm weak
I can't carry it
I'm not strong
But you just don't get it
So I guess this is so long
Maybe one day you'll see what I meant
Looking out for you, loving you
Time well spent
But you don't want it
So I guess I'll move on
Pen in my right hand
Begins a new song
