Used

Am I the only one who feels regret?
Did we do the right thing?
Can we have the good things of love
Without the pain it brings?

Are we here for only ourselves,
Or the comfort of the others touch?
You told me we could do this
Without getting attached too much.

Before our lives were perfect,
Without emotions that conflict.
Now our lives are chaos
Because I'm the one you picked.

I now know life's too short to
Think if you think of me.
I think that you would understand
I just want to be free.

I wish I could be free of your spell
And free of your subtle lure
I deny that sex is my master
My free thought is now my cure.

I gave my everything
And my everything you took.
But now I'm fighting back,
I'm no longer an open book.

We were only lovers
But I took your cruel abuse.
I detach myself from you,
I am sick of being used...