Cry for help

It's been awhile
since i cut myself
every slice takes a moment of pain away
my life was together

now she's making it fall apart
i don't understand
i am her son
why does she make me miserable

i moved away, away from her
we haven't talk in three months
she didn't even come to my birthday party

why call and make me miserable
why can she live me alone
here i am cutting myself
if only she could see the pain im in

she don't see the pain shes being to me
she so cracked up, she can't see
i wish i could help her but i need help
she making my life fall apart, again

if only she new
new the pain she was bringing me
this is my cry for help