As tears roll down my eyes i take the blade across my arm. i take it slowly at first then get faster and faster. i began to stop crying and look at what i have done. how blood is quickly coming out of my arms. it takes my mind off of all my pain and i love it.then it stops bleeding and i realize what a bad thing that i have done. how in less than 10 seconds i have ruined my life and hurt so many people that care for me. i even realize how just by doing that hurts me more than helps me.so i clean up and stop crying and then i have to think of a way to hide the mistake that i've made.
