My heart says

Why am I felling this way?
I feel like my heart is trying to tell me what to say.
I have so many mixed feelings and all of them have different meanings.
Tears keep on rolling out and I don't even know what I'm crying about.
Is it that I miss you so much or is tit taht I need you special touch.
Everything just happen so fast
I keep on getting flashbacks of what use to be my past.
What are you trying to say will this love of ours fade away?
Maybe these tears are of joy.
Maybe my heart is truly in love with this boy and doesn't know how to react.
Is this even love or is it just lust.
Should my heart even be the one I should trust.