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by Courtney Paige Oct 5, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
What i feel inside me... My heart aches and my soul longs Longs for my early life.. I want it back... But knowing that I'll Never have that life again kills me I want to be the sweet trustworthy little girl that my parents think i am I want to have no worries at all I don't want this feeling of regret any longer It pains me in the back of my mind To see my family break like shattered glass My whole life is flashing before my eyes now Its time for me to go I've decided to fall apart in my mind I think I'll do the world a favor and succeed at this for the last and final time I don't care if no one forgives me I don't care at all I still love everyone the same I've just decided to let this empire fall Once and for all this will be done Once this cold blood stops my will will be won No one can stop me Not even the one i love the most I take my last breath And savorer it as long as i can I'm done...