I dont know why I do the things I do for you to notice me,
Ive known you for so long and its like Im not anything but a friend to you
why does it have to be like that?
Why dont you notice me wanting to be with you?
Is it too much to realize,
will I ever be more than a friend
or am I bound for a life time of meaning less hugs and I understand kisses
I watch you play basketball with your boys when Im reading
I watch you reading while Im playing basketball,
I dont understand why you dont feel what I feel
Ive known you forever,
Ive loved you since I can remember,
why dont you love me like I love you?
Since six grade Ive dreamed of being your wife.
Ive dreamed of living in a two story house with 4 beautiful children
I dont know if you will ever feel the same way
or even if you do.
Sometimes I feel like youre watching me
I turn my head and youre doing your work.
Goose bumps go up my spine everytime you smile at me
I know you probably think Im crazy
I havent seen you for 2 years and I still feel this way.
And I hope youre missing me too.