I know

by Amanda   Oct 5, 2005


Great smile
Acting fine
Because I know
I'm pushed over the line

I go home
And cry at night
Because I know
I won't put up a fight

I grab the salt
I grab the ice
Because I know
I shouldn't slice

I don't cut
I "ice" instead
Because I know
Soon, I'll be dead

Suicidal
Stupid, I know
Because no one knows
That I fell so low

Nobody knows
Because, No body I've told
And, yet I know
This secret is too big to hold

I feel alone
I feel cold
Because I know
This smile is getting old

I will not open up
Even tho, I must
Because I know
Nobody, I can trust

All I know
Is I'm gonna do it tonight
Because I know
There won't be a big fight!

"Iceing" don't work
So I slit my wrist
Because I know
I won't be missed!

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  • 19 years ago

    by healing wounds

    Hey girly....its been a while since we've talked and it sounds like so much has happened......before doing anything u might regret talk with me or someone, u know u can talk to me and i wont tell a sole what u said........take care and hope to hear from u....ur much loved!!!!

    healing_wounds AKA Eva

  • 19 years ago

    by The Poet Behind The Poems

    If that is true please talk to me ill help you but gr8 writin 5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by MJ

    I like this is good, but one question whats icing I mean I know cutting but I never heard of icing wat does it do to you.....secrets are a bi*ch....secrets I don\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t like them their stupid they just give you a reason to be sad I should know.....ask for help is the best thing you could do

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