Losing My Faith

I go to bed early
and still wake up late

I can't get it together
and I'm loosing my faith

My trays getting lighter
as I stop eating so much

I'm not anerexic
but I think I'm eating enough

My self esteem is so low
cause nobody cares

I'm no longer alive
I'm just kind of there

my tears go unnoticed
cause they're invisable too

it's hard to believe it
but it's all true.

I'm hollow, and numb
and empty inside

it hurts so bad yet
words can't describe

I'm falling quickly
watching life pass by

nobody stops
to let me cry.

I go to sleep early
and I still wake up late

I can't wait forever
& I'm losing my faith