I need to change the way I live
If I fail my future, I can not forgive
When every days a stepping stone
I feel I stand in place & all alone
When I could've got so far by now
Truly want to care, but don't know how
There's just one person who makes me doubt
To achieve my goals, he should be out
I hate it but I truly fear,
working hard to get so far
CZ then I'd go back to Zach
& he'd continue to use me for my car
I know it can't happen if my foots put down
But if I go back to you, I'll have no one around
Every single time, they predict what you'll do
But I gotta see it as it unfolds true
Right now I need a DAMN good reason
On why I should give you another chance
You're lucky I love you, you're lucky I'm blind
CZ that's the only circumstance
Sometimes I think, "F ck that Sh t"
we don't have true love
So for 4 years now, I've been in love alone
Honestly don't think you knew what my love was