My Horrible Life

Did you not care about my feelings
Did you not notice all the brusies?
Can you not see all my tears and all they crying that is in my apperance
I love you mommy and daddy yet you left me when i was 3 i was a foster child without you or mommy in my memories you left me on the steps not knowing how to talk or walk. I ran for the assistance of someone yet i know nothing but the feeling of burning im mad at u mommy and daddy i wish that you both could die you left me and made me badly cry you\\\'d hit and abuse me when i was only 2 you told me i should have been killed when mommy gave birth that this world shouldn\\\'t have someone like me on it. THat all i would do is cauz trouble and i would make so many suffer. You left me in winter i was halve way dead when the foster person found me i cant even believe that u put me on the steps if u wanted me badly dead you said that is was ugly and should never grow up and have a life that i would cauz so many people grief well mommy and daddy your wrong i have a life i have a mommy and daddy now i have 2 baby brothers it has been 10 years and i still hate you MOTHERF**KERS i wish you would go to h*ll and suffer like i suffered all them years i was put in a mental home for 5 years of my life cuz i didnt know how to read or talk cuz u abandon me and taught me nothin of the sort i hate u people with all my hearts even though i cant get u out of my mind i wish that i could watch u guys rot in the flippin mud and ground.....

This is not a real story about my life.