From Start To Finish - 15/12/2004

As the blade touches my skin,
I feel nothing, no pain,
As the blood touches my cloth,
I cry but, still no pain.

I will do it over and over,
There is no pain,
Just feeling as I have been healed,
As I am healed it's better.

I will hide it all from my family and friends,
I cry of pain, I cry for sanity,
I wish i had someone to help me,
Help me heal the pain.

Forget the past and move on,
I wish for a new life,
I wish I never did this,
I wish I never started this,
But I will do it again.

Sorry I found this poem last night I wrote it towards the end of last year and don't remember writing it.