Complete For Now...

*Hey guys...finally able to finish it...now...what do you think? I think it's quite confusing though but hope you'll be able to comprehend...plz comment...i'll return the favour...*

My sadness has faded away,
But who knows when it's coming back,
My happiness is just an inch away,
Waiting for me to just reach out and grab.

The old me has long been gone,
The person standing right in front of you,
Is nobody but a girl meant to be,
The girl that dreams of inspiring others.

You are once my inspiration,
But then I realize you're nothing but a jerk,
So I made a promise to myself,
That I'll live my life better than yours.

This year has been so difficult for me,
Going through all of this love and hate,
Is only making me weaker day by day,
How many times I wish I can just drop dead.

But this year too I learn many things,
The value of friendship and the joy poems bring,
Makes me realize that my life is wonderful after all,
And that I have to fulfill my destiny of living a life without regret.

Nobody says it's going to be easy,
As I try hard not to drive others crazy,
All those cursing and scolding I no longer care,
For its being said by someone who doesn't care.

I find joy not in hate neither it is in anger or death,
The joy I have is simply the joy I give,
To those lonely soul that waits for an angel,
As they open their heart and see with it.

As I grew up each passing years,
I realize I had shed countless tears,
And so I wish with the hope I have,
I'll put a smile on those who frown.

Others inspired me to live a blissful life,
So I hope I'll inspire others to live my life,
That are filled with mysteries and dreams as well,
Nothing but happiness and happiness alone.

© 2005 Fairies Collection