Who Are They?

Praying for suicide
wishing this would end
cause i've had more than enough
and i don't want to wake again

these dillusions haunt me more than reality,
and it seems, they've overtaken me.
self medicating, cause i'm afraid
of the bright light in the white room

their therapies are a curse
and their self conceived beliefs
only make it worse

they say the problem's in my mind,
they've labeled me a death threat
with a self induced state of being.
but this is my reality
and who are they to interpret my feelings