You have tried to be here for me
since I was born
and you called me your own
I'm sorry that wasn't good enough
you left me here for years
to what seems like i was raised myself
I've known of the sacrifices you've made
just wishing you could've made one for me
when i have really needed you instead of Mandy
loving you with all of my heart
I feel i can't tell you anything
without you at least falling apart
so i keep to myself
so i don't hurt you
and make you cry
like i did last time
it just about killed me
to see tears in your eyes
it just about killed me
apologizing for anything you have done wrong
made me realize of what had to come
I will tell you some day, some way
everything i have wanted you to know