To anyone who must be reading this
I might not still be alive
for this i write to you about my life
i really wish this would end
and stop being a hatred friend
for i feel i have not treated anyone right
since i have a broken heart
and a broken life
I feel i have been wrong upon
to give advice and hadn't been wrong
everyone gets so upset and mad
i have taken all of it in
and end up being sad
i just wish my life would go away
and not come back for an eternity
I know my family loves me some what
but i feel I'm not good enough
feeling depressed and down
everyday i sit there with a frown
in my mind and in my soul
there lies the unknown
black and dark like my heart
i sit there everyday falling apart
i have gotten to the point
when i couldn't take it anymore
I couldn't help myself
so i cut and bled
feeling some guilt in my head
but feeling relief instead of grief
I'll still feel like shit in the end
