The party was fun
I met this guy
an amazing guy...is he amazing?
Alone in a room,
said he wanted to talk
the lights are dim, only light is the moonlight, shining through a small crack in a nearby window
he closes the door, then sits next to me on the bed
my heart begins to race,
thinking he's going to kiss me
Instead I feel myself thrown to the bed, with an amazing force
No screams can come out
I try, his hand is over my mouth
He's big, he is strong
I am small, I am weak
I cannot move,
I will not try
Will I die?
I hope I die
My wrists hurt...why?
Using his force, holding me down
Pining my legs with his
Ripping off my skirt,
then a slap in the face
It hurts, I cannot breathe
another slap, then a punch
I cannot feel my body,
I start to drift away
Away to where?
Somewhere better, is this the end?
I am awake, I am sore
I am bleeding
I'm alone,
alone int he dark
who is he? where is he?
was this a nightmare?
I try to stand up, but I cannot move
too much hurt, too much pain, too much blood
so I sit alone
alone in the dark
