Bones of depression

I feel like I’m dying, and on the inside I’m screaming of numbness. I feel like I’m crying blood through my eyes, the pain is blinding. I know that I’m fading; loneliness overtaking, and I sigh. I can’t go on lying of smiles while drowning; only wishing to fly. Happiness is a war, between my personalities, and I’m losing. Craziness-mind blowing explosion…bombing, my eyes are now closing. I feel like I’m dying, and on the inside I’m trying, screaming in pain. I feel like I’m smiling depression filled negativity, driving myself insane. Dying in the water filled with blood stained tears, as my inexistent soul, is lifted from here.