I can find the reasons to say goodbye
But i know some reasons why i run and cry
I grew up with you and my feelings for you were strong
We were together, actually it was pretty long
"Love of a lifetime" by firehouse we danced to in whery's back yard
You told me you loved me and caught me off guard
I started to cry and you held me so close
I had a secret that nobody knows
I loved you too and i told you that night
That night we were together, everything was so right
I miss those days and all of them nights
I miss the times we had without our stupid fights
I miss the parties we went to
I miss it just being me and you
I miss being with your family and being apart of it
I miss the little arguments, every single last bit
I miss the nights sneaking out and being with you
I miss falling asleep on the front porch too
I miss four wheeling, playing basketball and our walks
I miss laughing, singing and all of our random talks
I miss you waking me up since i slept so late
I miss the kiss on the head, i need one from you, i can't wait
I miss the mornings after wonderful nights
I miss some of our silly fights
I miss not being able to say i love you
I miss not missing you like i use to
Sometimes we need time apart
But i think this time, it broke my heart
You tell me you love me and that you will always care
You say that you want me and you'll always be there
I can easily come to you, screw you and leave
But i don't want that, yeah it's hard to believe
I want to go back to the parties and them long nights
I want to erase all of our fights
I want to wake up back in your life
I want to erase my scars and leave the knife
I want to hold you and never let go
I want to be your girlfriend instead of saying no
I want the past to be back and we can make it better
We'll make everything bright and get through the stormy weather
It kills me though because i love you so much
After everything, i still die to feel your touch
To be by your side, I'll wait forever
I'll do whatever just for us to be together
These are my words straight from my heart
It's still broken, you broke it apart
I'm still here, after everything we've been through
And through all my scars and pain, i still love you
**It's so hard to let go and this is for everyone who's been hurt by someone who they completely love. both of us love each other and we know it, but he hurt me too much in the past to forgive but i just don't know anymore**
