You deny me even though my love is pure
You say no even though I speak from my heart
My heart is not enough
I guess I'm not good enough
I still offer
Yet you still refuse
What must I do to get you, my love?
Must I die for you to notice me?
Maybe if I do you will realize what you have done
How much pain you have caused me
All this could have been avoided
I'm getting the gun
Nothing is going to stop me
Wait
I hear a voice
A voice so soft and pure it must be yours
I put the gun up to my head and you enter
Maybe it was just me but I could have sworn I saw you
Then you were gone
You left me here alone with a gun to my head
How could you do that
How could you leave me
You leave me no choice
I'm going to do it
I'm going to kill myself
I'm about to pull the trigger
I hear the door open and I feel your arms wrap around me
You tell me that you love me and you were just scared
I said I'm sorry for almost ending my life over something so trivial
I began to cry at the thought of what I almost did
I could have lost it all
I thought I would be getting back at you
In reality I just cant live without you
I would have harmed you by doing it
Not just you but a lot of people
I can't believe I'm still here
You stopped me from making the biggest mistake of my life
You, my love
You saved me
I guess you do care
I guess you do love me
Life was almost over
Now it's just beginning
All thanks to you
