Fear

Seeing happiness in your eyes
and hearing laughter in your voice
It's like seeing the sunrise
You stop and watch it cause there's no better choice
Knowing you love me so deeply from your heart
Makes me feel so good inside
The fear of breaking your heart
makes me want to hide
I want you to be happy with or without me
I love seeing you smile or hearing you laugh
I know you never doubt me
I wish this feeling will last
But the fear of hurting you
makes me so scared
I don't want to feel like I'm deserting you
Because I will always care
I see how deeply you care and hurt sometimes
Even though at times life isn't fair
you will always be mine
The fear of losing you makes me so sad
But i would know what i once had
you made a difference in my life
Even though things didn't go as planned
you even made me want to be your wife
you gave me your hand
your not perfect
and that's what makes you perfect
The fear of bringing a tear to your eye
makes me wanna die
you are sweet, kind and have a pure heart
I've noticed that from the start
i want you to be happy no matter what
even if your not with me
I love you that much
Don't you see?
I want to see a smile on your face,
not a frown
maybe someone better will take my place
But i would still be around
the only fear i don't have is
you breaking my heart
cause by heart, nothing can tear us apart...

Dedicated to Ryan Foust; my ex who is forever in my heart...