Lost in a Dreamscape

I am torn and dreaming,
I love, and I hate,
I sleep and I wake,
I look around,
And within,
And I never let,
Anyone begin.

I am torn and dreaming,
I love, and I hate,
I sleep, and I wake,
I smell the fear,
Apprehension,
Though I tried
It has begun.

I am torn and dreaming,
I love, and I hate,
I sleep and I wake,
I feel the foggy,
Clouded sky,
And I have let,
It all go on.

I am torn and dreaming,
I love, and I hate,
I sleep, and I wake,
I breathe the time,
Passing by,
And now it seems,
It must go on.

I am torn and dreaming,
I love, and I hate,
I sleep, and I wake,
I see all the colors,
Slowly fade,
And I watch,
As it goes on.