Let it rain...

Here we go, the skies are gray
The heavens will fall down today

It's hell here and everyone has gone crazy
The road ahead has become so hazy

Time is going by fast but the pain is staying here
You say you will always be here but you aren't in any way near

Another day, another problem
Breaking down trying to solve them

Nothing seems right anymore
The battle is lost, what am i fighting for?

Let it rain, let the sky pour
Flood us out and I'll come back for more

Give me this, bring on the rain
Torrential downpour, i need to wash away this pain...

It's getting cloudy again and I'm breaking down
A roll of thunder is the only crashing sound

It's my fault that I've been so abused
Completely worn out, thrown away and used

Another broken home, another late fight
I screwed up again, i can't do anything right

Another tear to roll off my cheek
A living hell in this place, every day of the week

So come on god, let it rain on me
Let it blind me so maybe i CAN see

I need to feel the rain on my face
So let it rain in this screwed up place

I sit alone, in a darkened room
Only light is the light from the stars and moon

The only noise to hear is the sound of breaking skin
I'm losing the battle to the devil within

blood dribbles down and cuts mark their spot
I'm immune to this pain, i must have done it a lot

I'll raise my wrists to the sky
I'll put my head down and start to cry

Let it rain, wash away the red
Bring on the droplets, wash away the dead

Flood out my mind and start me again
Wash up my scars, take away this end

Let it rain and let's do this right
Let it rain and fade to light

the rain brings the flood
The flood brings the sun

The sun brings the light
And fades into night

Brighten my eyes and fade away my tears
Lets start this right after so many years