Shattered {Rewritten} [which is best?]

Shattered.
I cried then got mad
Now I'm angry and pacing
Can't control these emotions
My mind blindly racing
I scream and I curse you
I wish you could hear
I love you, I hate you
I'm glad you're not near
I cannot allow you to see
How this pain has left me
Shattered.
You were all lies and deception
Nothing about you was true
I walk away with this perception
One day you'll feel like I do
Your turn will arrive without a sound
Heed the words I say
In devastation you'll hit the ground
Screaming for the pain to go away
That same pain you caused me
Is gonna leave you on your knees
Shattered.

Copyright © 2005 Sherry D. Honeycutt