I was just beginning to think
that I am so lucky to have you
as my little baby
I was just starting to imagine
the times we will share
after you come into this world
The cries and laughter
the walking and falling
I was about to accept you as
a permanent member in my life
Then all of a sudden
everything changed
You, my little baby, whom I have never seen
and will never get to see
I never know how deeply I love you
until I know you are not meant for me
I will still love you, no matter how
and where you are
and keep you safe
in my memory.
