Still loving

Every day
i think of what i have done
you were my baby
my number one

nothing can erase
how much a feel
i didn't realize
my heart wont heal

this isn't for me
this is for you
we should be
i just knew

how much i love you
you wont know
but my words are true
and my love will grow

but now your gone
your not here
along with everything else
its up there

this is for you
my heart for one
but its over
were done

i wish you were here
standing next to me
so i could just look at you
staring right back at me

but your 11 and I'm 12 years old
but to my point of view
you stand big and bold
i just wish you knew...

how much i love you
how much you mean
how much my heart grew
its still here to be seen

we are young
waiting to grow
but still i have feelings
and you should know

this is the time
where i should say stop
bang my head on the wall
or my moms glass pot

but now your with him
I'm still waiting for you
to come back in my arms
where you belong

but as long
as your happy
I'm there for you
keep your head high and be strong

but as my friends say
ill find another
i know thats not true
I've found the right lover

now as you see
this little boy is me
loving and caring
for this girl

but still no sign
of her being mine
i just wish one day
she'll find her way

back to my arms