You weren't a temporary thing!!!! You're still very perminent to me!!! I don't care if you take work serious and I dont... that doesn't change how much I care for you. I love my friends... ALL of them. I love them just as much as you... and I want you in my life always. I still think that one day you'll be auntie Becky to my kids... I think you'll be my bridesmaid... and I still think you'll be with me till i'm old and dieing. You're very perminent to me

Awww! I hope everything turns out ok! Sometimes this is exactly how I feel with one of my frineds....no actually, with both of them. But you know what? If they love you, I mean truely love you, then they won't ever let you go, no matter what. I hope you'll be ok! Great poem!