Upside Down

I write to you
a million times
no lies about it
i cry all night

Regrets in here
and thoughts out there
Many times
I write to you

I don't know why
I seem so lost
I cut myself
when you're not around

Still you never knew
why I cry.
Upside down
I turn to you

A million times
I write to you.
I try so hard to see it through
Yet still I cry at night

My world.
Your world.
So apart
yet seems so close.

I write to you
A million times.
No regret
no more questions

Just that I love you
with undying love
my big brother
I'll miss a lot.