You have no idea how empty I feel,
I don't look forward to school anymore,
I can't believe this is all real,
All I want to do is walk through death's door.
I used to wake up everyday for school,
Look forward to my day,
But now there's a rule,
"I never said you could stay"
I have no-one beside me,
There to hold me stong,
Only you've got the key,
Which holds me into one.
But now you're gone,
I don't know what to do,
Everywhere I go I'm alone,
How am I going to live without you?
You were the only person who kept me alive,
Now there's a piece of you in my heart,
How am I going to survive?
That piece of you has been pierced with a dart.
I'm so sorry for everything,
But I know whatever happens I won't be forgiven,
I'll try anything,
Or will you stay hidden?
So Mandy, will you accept my apology?
For all the things I've put you through,
I've already said sorry,
Now the decisions up to you.
If you say no,I understand,
I just want you to know,
I love you with all of who I am,
And I hate to go...
