I'm :
Lost...
Alone...
Afraid...
Dark...
Scared...
SelfBlaming...
Wrong...
Screaming...
Drifting...
Swallowed...
Changed...
Hypnotized...
Wrecked...
Messed up...
Broken...
Hopeless...
Bruised...
Destroyed...
DYING!
- But I wish I was numb
Then I would not feel this pain