What i cant seem to have

I see you everyday i watch you pass by
i sit around the seats and wonder why
why the pain is still there after all those lonely years
why is it that the only voice is yours singing in my ear

how come i feel you lips press upon my neck
when i wanted it so bad but thats all that i could ever get

why are you the only person that is always on my mind?
yeah Ive seen some hot guys but why are you the one i seem to always find?

why are you there reminding me of our past
how much i truly loved you
how short our true love didn't last

why was i a person rapped up in your love stricken world
why was i the one who got chosen to be your short term girl

how come we didn't last as long i wanted to ?
why did you slip away from the world that i once really knew?

how come i feel so empty when i really am whole
whats missing in my life that i can not control

the one thing you have is all i need with me
but you just don't get it you just don't seem to see

you are my soul surging truth the one that gets me through the day
the one that i want to touch me in every possible way

i want you to caress me and embrace me with your love
but thats not going to happen I'm not you angel from above

i hope we meet in the distant future were our eyes will really meet
were you will finally realize it was meant to be

the love i could give to you is what i secretly posses
with every possible tension that i can not only just express

the passion will be made in the bed of yours and mine
i just cant wait till that day when our love is intertwined