The Why Of Love

I love the flowers.
Why didn't I ever send any?
I love the little notes.
Why didn't I ever write any?
I love quality time.
Why didn't I ever give any?
I love it when people
are there for me.
Why am I never there for others?
I love being forgiven.
Why can't I ever forgive?
I love the little gifts.
Why didn't I ever give any?
I love to listen.
Why can't I talk?
I love the hugs.
Why didn't I hug?
I love to be heard.
Why couldn't I listen?
I love attention.
Why can't I give attention?
I love myself.
Why can't I love others?
I have learned stuff now.
Why couldn't I learned it then?