Trying

Trying to get over my other love.trying to move forward with my new love.trying my hardest at all the grades.trying to make my parents proud.but the only thing i do is make them frown.trying to keep all my good friends stay by my side.hearing people say that others talk about me.trying to make good impressions on everyone.trying to keep the blade away from my wrists.trying my hardest with everything in my heart and power to make everyone here happier than i am.and after trying and trying with all that i have.I'm sick of trying.i have too many problems.i cry too much every day.thats why my blood needs to be repaid and shown on this very blade.