I Hate How ...

I hate how you stayed in my life
I hate how you got me to the knife
I hate how you caused me pain and strife
I hate that we went out
I hate how you made me want to shout
I hate how you made me feel
I hate how you seemed so real
I hate how you became my good friend
I hate how you could make it end
I hate how you talked to me
I hate how you made me happy
I hate how you made me cry
I hate how you wanted to die
I hate how you made me smile
I hate how you made it worth the while
I hate how you could make me laugh
I hate how you could stand my wrath
I hate how you treated me good, but bad
I hate how you could make me seem so sad
I hate how you were always there
I hate how you just didn't care (sometimes)
I hate how now I don't know what to do
But most of all, I hate how hard it is
For me to hate you