It's okay to cry

I know this dosnt rhyme but their kinda close lol and i start to lag very much so at the ending so not that good but oh well right

Its okay to cry
Thats what I gotta tell myself
Because I do it all the time
Even though I know it doesnt help
I cried last night for you
Then today for you again
Then tore myself to pieces
Wondering why I let myself give in
I could drown you in my tears because
Seems the flood is never ending
I cant seem to find the closing
Instead each turn brings a new beginning
You dont know and you cant help
Somewhere along the line
Somebody said this is just the way it is
Ive come to terms with you wont be mine
Already hopeless and already done
I really wish there could be an us
But I get it, all you wanted was to
Open my heart and inject the virus
So congratulations Im glad you came here
And I hope that everyone who has to do this
Comes out stronger then they were before
It's gotta be the reason pain exsists