How can that be?

What happened to our make up, what happened to our joy?
What happened to our story, I'm asking you this Boy?!
It is hard to sit here and write this and not cry.
Though it's what i must do, for you i must try.
What happened was a miracle brought to us by fate.
What we had was then strengthened by past hate.
10 months later you decide you can't keep it up, "i'm sorry you'll just have to be a mate".
3 months near i have endured this heavy pain.
Now you are saying "would you like to try again?"
Of course i would you silly Boy!
Did you think you were simply a girls play toy?
But things won't ever be the same now you've played this awful game.
Baby we lost a lot and i think it's a dead shame.
The peace and stability that you brought to my life, kept me from the heavy strife.
Boy you know this but still i'll tell you one day i'd love to be your wife.
Plans we had just you and i, plans to spread our love high to the sky.
But sadly it can not happen now.
I love you and you don't return so all i i wonder is how?
If you can not say you love me why will we try?
How can that be?

For Justin MacQueen
6th October 2005