I wish i could stop the world from aging, and those i love from leaving. i remember a time when i was yours and you were mine, way back when in the summer time. i took a breath and conjured up strength to let you go, stop myself from clenching to hard. the only thing stable in my life, tooken from me, my very soul. i blame myself for making you walk away, not caring for all the tears you cried, leaving you stranded on the county side. i came back, but you were not alone, so stricken with loneliness that had grown. all you are is a memory, taken from me as it was meant to be. i feel it creeping up on me, the relief of destiny. i took it with reluctant hands, felt no pain and made it clean
