All the pain an hurt I've gone threw
all the things you ever did to me
all the things you told me i was
every waking day wishing i would just leave you
every time you told me i was worth less i new there was someone out there that doesn't think how you do
every time you put me down was a nother time i thought about just grabbing that damn knife you always held in my face
wanting to be with some one else but never being able to picture me with out you
i guess i loved you just as much as you hurt me
all the days you just told me to leave
all the times i thought i would
the days i spent trying to figure out what i was here for
every time i think back n remember you i am grateful that i left you there
trying to move on but having you in my every thought holding me back from what i want
why is that still hapining to me i left you i thought it was gonna be great
wishing that i could take back the time i took the razer to my skin
thinking what i would be like if things didn't happen like they did